Boys, Boys, Boys.

            It has become clear to me that the male species is becoming less and less attentive. Must be the season. Here's a note to all of my single ladies: Screw it. Embrace life. Sucks for them.

Dear You,

           You were on my mind all day today.  You're difficult to be without right now.  Valentines Day is coming up.  If that's not a big neon sign reminder of how much you mean to me, I don't know what else could be.  I wonder if you will be thinking of last Valentines Day like I will.  I still miss you.  I hope you're enjoying school.  I'm trying to.  I hope you're doing well, as always.

Love,
Me.

By Your Side.

"Why are you striving, these days?

Why are you trying, to earn grace?

Why are you crying?

Let me lift up your face,

Just don't turn away.

Why are you looking, for love?

Why are you still searching, as if I'm not enough?

To where will you go child,

Tell me, where will you run?

To where will you run?"

I don't need to look for love. He is right there, always by my side, there for me whenever I most need Him. God is always there, no matter what.

Take Me Or Leave Me.

“Be Who You Are and Say What You Feel Because Those Who Mind Don't Matter and Those Who Matter Don't Mind.” - Dr. Seuss

Tell Me Why.

          So, I literally just had this epiphany while I was putting on my facial mask in front of the mirror two seconds, and I knew I had to blog it:
         Tell me why. Tell me why I've been holding on to the fact that I'm single again and interpreting as if it's a negative aspect of my life.  Tell me why I felt like I needed someone else to make me feel like I was worth something. I DON'T.  We are young. Heartache to heartache...just kidding. I'm not gonna quote Pat Benetar. Although I do enjoy that song. I'm single, so what?  I have the rest of my life to spend with someone else.  Why not enjoy being me and being single while I can?  I have the opportunities to discover myself and discover my purpose.  Being in a relationship right now, would honestly prevent me from self-discovery.  So, who cares? All my single ladies, now put your hands up!

Today For You, Tomorrow For Me.

Blue Skies.

"This is a song for anyone
With a broken heart
This is a song for anyone
Who can't get out of bed

I'll do anything
To be happy
Oh cause blue skies are calling
But I know that it's hard

This is the last song
That I write
While still in love with you

This is the last song
That I write
While you're even on my mind

Cause it's time to leave
Those feelings behind
Oh cause blue skies are calling
But I know that it's hard

I don't think that it's the end
But I know we can't keep going
I don't think that it's the end
But I know we can't keep going

But blue skies are calling
Oh yeah blue skies are calling
Oh blue skies are calling
But I know that it's hard."


Cheers to the forgiving restart button.